Mi Familia!!!

ok so my family is stinking crazy but i love them so much!!! i might not like them at times but i totally love them!!! They have been behind me 100% through everything that i have done. i have 4 brothers Jordan, Hayden, and Trevor and Jake who is in the Navy!!! i love my family so much and i hope to get a whole new family later on in life when i get married but who knows. They will have some big shoes to fill if they want to be as AWESOME as MINE now!!!

Mi MaMa!!!

MY MOM!!!!

I love my mom she is an amazing person and without her i wouldn't be here today. She never once gave up on me with all of the crap that i threw at her!!! How do you just not love my mom honestly she is crazy and fun!!! She loves life and loves her children so much that she would give her own life for one of us! My mom is so crazy she is always doing something outragous and i love that she is just like me!!! we are just alike and it's crazy!!!I can't imagine my life without my mom she has made it so that i can be who i want to be and be the person that I truly am!!! She is amazing and she has given all of her children the lives taht she wanted them to have and the ones that she wanted us to have.

CrAzY CoUsInS!!!

Ok so my cousin Kailei is my bestest cousin in the world now that we are older but when we were younger she totally was a mean kid ok maybe it was me that was the mean one but lets just say that we didn't like each other very much! But after 19 years of fighting and thinking that each other were total adn complete retards we finally started getting along and now she is my best friend!!! I love her so much!! she is a really great girl and she has the best advice in the world. While I was living my crazy life she was totally behind me and was praying for me! I am so greatful to her so this is my tribute to her!! She and i are total opposites but yet we are alike in so many ways! But she is older than me by a whole 3 MONTHS just 3 KAILEI!!! but i am more mature ha ha!!! we both love 80s music and movies and our favorite movie is Bed of Roses ha ha "Wait don't go"

funny pic of me and kailei jo

ugh!!!

why is it that my family doesn't understand that i need space? i need my own time to adjust to what is now my life! i went from being on my own and now i'm back home with all my brothers and my parents and NO BED!!!!!!!!! it sucks!!! ugh!!

JAKE and ME

well this is me and my big brother Jake we are or were pretty close i can't believe that he is in the navy half way around the world he has alwayz been there for me!!! i miss him so much!!!

MY FAMILY!!!

Ok from the day i was born i knew that my family was a little different ok a lot different!! my family is loud, funny and out of control we're lind of like a big fat greek wedding meets the parent tra. we are a very colse famil were everyone knows whats going on in everyone else's lives!! I know it sounds crazy but at times i love it but at other times i hate it!!! Our family gatherings are so much fun there is never a dull moment!!!

When my mom and all the women get together its like they can't control themselves they are laughing and yelling and cooking all this amazing food!!! Then u go into another room and here are all the men laughing and aurguing about sports, the economy,and of course the women in the family always nagging at them. My family is my life plain and simple and certain people know this better than others i would do ALMOST anything for my family even though they drive me crazy half the time!!!!

ME!!!

well here's a little about me!!! OK I'm from Filer Idaho but not originally lol originally i'm from a little town called Castleford Idaho it's a little town were everyone knows everyone and they ALL know your business even if you don't want them to. Anyway i love italian food ok so i love all food really it's amazing!!!!ok i have two sets of parents unlike most ppl who just have one i have my mom and my stepdad then i have my dad and my step mom which is ok but i kinda wish that i only had my mom ya know. it has alwayz been just mom and us kids oh i have 3 real brothers who are all younger than me and then i have one older brother who is my step brother. mom alwayz took care of us even when my dad was there but now we have shane it's really hard but it's going to be ok cuz my brothers need a REAL guy role model.

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i love chocolate!!!

i love dogs and cows

i hate CATS!!!! YUCK!!!

i love IDAHO

i love snow

i love my mom ha ha i really do

i love my bestfriends "Elvis Presley" and " Johnny Cash" ha ha their nicknames.

i hope to start love blogging this

i love my father in heaven because without him i wouldn't even be here anymore. i love my savior

I LOVE MY FAMILY!!!!

My NEW LIFE!!!

Well here i am starting my new life and wow it's really tough but only i can get through the things that i've done only i know what truly happened those months that i was away from the people i loved. why is it that i don't like who i am? I've become a person that i hate!!! To be honest with everyone and myself i need to get things out of my system but they are hard and i find myself crying. O.K. when i was gone i was Drinking ALOT!!! I became both anorexic and Bulimic. i still suffer from bulimia  but i am hopefully getting better!!! :) u need all of the support that i can but you know how it goes i only can do it for myself!!!! I think that i can over come this but eating just makes me ill really ill!!!

starting my blog!!!

HI i'm KINZI JO CLARK welcome to my blog!!! i just recently moved back home from living with my boyfriend who is now my exboyfriend but that is a long story!!!!! WAY LONG!!! It was one of the worst things that i could have done but i think that in a way i needed to go through it to understand the things my family mostly my amazing mom was trying to teach me. I love my family and with out there love and supposrt i wouldn't be home I would still be in a situation that was literally killing me both physically and spiritually. How do you thank people for loving you when you thought no one cared or even loved yourself? They truly are great they are!!! I LOVE THEM!!! Well i need to turn in i'll talk to all you bloggers in the morning!!!