me having fun

I know that i need to show everyone how i can have fun so here are some funny pics of me ha ha

So here It goes!!!

whoo hoo

well i have just been thinkin alot of about my life and the roads i have went on and the ones that i havent and some are good that i did or didnt do them but others make me think that i should have went how i knew i should have. I realize that i have put things that i really thought at the time that were important before what i truly KNEW were the most important things in my life and now i can say that i am not going to do that anymore its a NEW DAY!!!

I am so behind!!

Hey all i am so sorry i have been so terrible at keeping in touch with this thing but here i am i will make an update soon!!


KINZI

CALL UR MOTHER!!!

i finally realized if u need something done just call ur mom and she will tell u what to do!!!! I have this terrible roomate names Sarah she is letting her boyfriend stay with her which for a couple of nights is ok if thats what she thinks she needs to be doing thats her business but our lease on the contract says that u can only have overnight ppl there for 10 days and he was there for more than 3 weeks so i was sooooooo stressed and i couldnt take it anymore so i told her that he needed to get out idk how many times that he needed to leave but she doesnt listen to me!!!!!!! So who just happens to show up when the a$$ is there MY MOM :) shes like asking him all these questions and he failed the test mom was going to have dad and her go over and then she was going to have the cops called so he would leaveso i told sarah that he better leave or im moving she got all like ill sue u broke the contract and i was u broke it sooooo long ago and shes like ok im out next week i told her to pay her half of the rent cuz her name is still on it and shes like then ill stay the 30 days then im gone but i dont know where ill go and i said not my problem i know it was harsh but heck i have my own ass to cover!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANKS MOM oh and now kimmy is moving in cuz i cant afford it

ME and KIMMY

so ya here is me and kimmy lol she is totally my rock and without her i just might fall apart!!! ok maybe not but i feel lost cuz we are like totally connected at the hip!!! she is totally me only tall and blonde ha so ya we do random stuff and i love it we just jump in the car and go to sun valley or we decide to go and eat pie at Sherries at freakin 3 in the morning and love every moment of it. I never thought i would be friends with a CALI girl but hey kimmy is a lil special ha ha i love her so much. I know its weird but i found my other nerd ha ha so next time u drink a cherry pepsi or eat a piece of pie or have way too much Ranch Dressing Think of me and my girl kimmy

Living on my own now without my Family!!! :(

well I'm living on my own and i cant say that its easy its hard and u know what u get lonely and miss your family a lot i miss my family everyday i miss my moms cooking and my dad yellin at me lol i miss my dorky brother Jordan and his retarded jokes and i miss Hayden being the TANK and my Lil Trev just being there when i needed him to give me a hug!! How well did i know my family? well i didn't know that Jordan is actually a genius and a heart breaker ya he is hmm who woulda thought lol he is also so funny he makes me laugh all the time!!! Hayden is still the chunk that i love and still the one who comes running whenever i need him lol he is DA "TANK" and i love being around him so much he just makes u want to be around him. Trev well Lil T-Rev is still the same my poor Lil felon of a brother ha ha he is an amazing kid who just doesn't know what to do with him self he is torn between both parents and loves them so much and i understand what he is going through!! MOM is still the same but man did she know a thing or two dang it she has done this and i should listen to her more often i love my mom with out her i wouldn't be me :) As for my dad hmmmmmmmmmmm well hes the same idk what to say about him. I can honestly say that without family this life is not worth anything i love my family so much i am so thankful that heavenly father gave me this wonderful family!!!

BEING SINGLE!!!

hey all so i'm single now but you know what it is what i need i need to be on my own and do my own thing and have fun and i dont need anyone to hold me back!!! I love life by myself it is amazing i get to experience life and do the things that i want to with out having to ask someone if it is ok to do it!!!! i am moving out like today hmmm today to twin and it is going to be amazing!!!! being my own person and doing fun things by myself!!!! yay me!!! I have learned a lot about me and i have alwayz had a boyfriend so its ok that i dont have one i dont need one!!!! i need to be kinzi and only kinzi!!!

Mi Familia!!!

ok so my family is stinking crazy but i love them so much!!! i might not like them at times but i totally love them!!! They have been behind me 100% through everything that i have done. i have 4 brothers Jordan, Hayden, and Trevor and Jake who is in the Navy!!! i love my family so much and i hope to get a whole new family later on in life when i get married but who knows. They will have some big shoes to fill if they want to be as AWESOME as MINE now!!!

Mi MaMa!!!

MY MOM!!!!

I love my mom she is an amazing person and without her i wouldn't be here today. She never once gave up on me with all of the crap that i threw at her!!! How do you just not love my mom honestly she is crazy and fun!!! She loves life and loves her children so much that she would give her own life for one of us! My mom is so crazy she is always doing something outragous and i love that she is just like me!!! we are just alike and it's crazy!!!I can't imagine my life without my mom she has made it so that i can be who i want to be and be the person that I truly am!!! She is amazing and she has given all of her children the lives taht she wanted them to have and the ones that she wanted us to have.

CrAzY CoUsInS!!!

Ok so my cousin Kailei is my bestest cousin in the world now that we are older but when we were younger she totally was a mean kid ok maybe it was me that was the mean one but lets just say that we didn't like each other very much! But after 19 years of fighting and thinking that each other were total adn complete retards we finally started getting along and now she is my best friend!!! I love her so much!! she is a really great girl and she has the best advice in the world. While I was living my crazy life she was totally behind me and was praying for me! I am so greatful to her so this is my tribute to her!! She and i are total opposites but yet we are alike in so many ways! But she is older than me by a whole 3 MONTHS just 3 KAILEI!!! but i am more mature ha ha!!! we both love 80s music and movies and our favorite movie is Bed of Roses ha ha "Wait don't go"

funny pic of me and kailei jo

ugh!!!

why is it that my family doesn't understand that i need space? i need my own time to adjust to what is now my life! i went from being on my own and now i'm back home with all my brothers and my parents and NO BED!!!!!!!!! it sucks!!! ugh!!

JAKE and ME

well this is me and my big brother Jake we are or were pretty close i can't believe that he is in the navy half way around the world he has alwayz been there for me!!! i miss him so much!!!

MY FAMILY!!!

Ok from the day i was born i knew that my family was a little different ok a lot different!! my family is loud, funny and out of control we're lind of like a big fat greek wedding meets the parent tra. we are a very colse famil were everyone knows whats going on in everyone else's lives!! I know it sounds crazy but at times i love it but at other times i hate it!!! Our family gatherings are so much fun there is never a dull moment!!!

When my mom and all the women get together its like they can't control themselves they are laughing and yelling and cooking all this amazing food!!! Then u go into another room and here are all the men laughing and aurguing about sports, the economy,and of course the women in the family always nagging at them. My family is my life plain and simple and certain people know this better than others i would do ALMOST anything for my family even though they drive me crazy half the time!!!!

ME!!!

well here's a little about me!!! OK I'm from Filer Idaho but not originally lol originally i'm from a little town called Castleford Idaho it's a little town were everyone knows everyone and they ALL know your business even if you don't want them to. Anyway i love italian food ok so i love all food really it's amazing!!!!ok i have two sets of parents unlike most ppl who just have one i have my mom and my stepdad then i have my dad and my step mom which is ok but i kinda wish that i only had my mom ya know. it has alwayz been just mom and us kids oh i have 3 real brothers who are all younger than me and then i have one older brother who is my step brother. mom alwayz took care of us even when my dad was there but now we have shane it's really hard but it's going to be ok cuz my brothers need a REAL guy role model.

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i love chocolate!!!

i love dogs and cows

i hate CATS!!!! YUCK!!!

i love IDAHO

i love snow

i love my mom ha ha i really do

i love my bestfriends "Elvis Presley" and " Johnny Cash" ha ha their nicknames.

i hope to start love blogging this

i love my father in heaven because without him i wouldn't even be here anymore. i love my savior

I LOVE MY FAMILY!!!!

My NEW LIFE!!!

Well here i am starting my new life and wow it's really tough but only i can get through the things that i've done only i know what truly happened those months that i was away from the people i loved. why is it that i don't like who i am? I've become a person that i hate!!! To be honest with everyone and myself i need to get things out of my system but they are hard and i find myself crying. O.K. when i was gone i was Drinking ALOT!!! I became both anorexic and Bulimic. i still suffer from bulimia  but i am hopefully getting better!!! :) u need all of the support that i can but you know how it goes i only can do it for myself!!!! I think that i can over come this but eating just makes me ill really ill!!!

starting my blog!!!

HI i'm KINZI JO CLARK welcome to my blog!!! i just recently moved back home from living with my boyfriend who is now my exboyfriend but that is a long story!!!!! WAY LONG!!! It was one of the worst things that i could have done but i think that in a way i needed to go through it to understand the things my family mostly my amazing mom was trying to teach me. I love my family and with out there love and supposrt i wouldn't be home I would still be in a situation that was literally killing me both physically and spiritually. How do you thank people for loving you when you thought no one cared or even loved yourself? They truly are great they are!!! I LOVE THEM!!! Well i need to turn in i'll talk to all you bloggers in the morning!!!